friday night..that's what's up!

having a down day today.

Been moody all week (i swear if you make a PMS joke i'll kill you.lol) and it seemed to all come to a head today.

bitch out. LOL

very few people made me smile/laugh this week and for that i love those ppl even more. everyone other than them just managed to annoy, irritate, confuse and piss me off. BLEH.

i tried to get myself out of a potentially awkward situation this week- and i did so, but just barely. glad for that though- that i'm out of it. :)

excited ONLY for my birthday which could not take any longer to just get here already! i just wanna hang out with friends, eat birthday cake, and get presents. :) here's hoping.

i noticed two things this week-
* its really REALLY hard to stay positive in a place that breeds negativity. its difficult to remain positive and pleasant in a place that just brings out the worst in people, and in yourself. You are continously broken down and your spirit (so to speak) is heavy with the constant struggle of fighting the negativity and shittehness that is in this place. BLEH. here's to staying strong and positive.

* staying positive and being the pleasant one, if you can do it, amidst the crappy situations in your life- is pretty damn good. :) just knowing that you can be the mature one when you're surrounded by immaturity; and being the one who takes the high road when everyone else stoops the the lowest levels makes you feel good when you look at the bigger picture.

making soup now.
throws me back to the teenage years when i used to have 'soup nights' with Kayla and just sit and talk the life out of the problems and worries we had at that age, which compared to the ones i have now- seem sooooo trivial. LOL i miss those days.

having oreo fugees after. chocolate makes it ALL better i tell you. :)


11 days till birthday- countdown is on.

peace out people.